The Love of My Life

Alas, I have come to realize that Darcy is the man I truly love, and he is the one and only man I can imagine being with. Coincidentally, he is asked for my hand in marriage only days later after Lady Catherine came to visit. I guess her usefulness worked out in our favor, not hers. Anyways, as we all went for a walk, Mr.Darcy was completely open, and he told me his feelings, and so have I. After wards I told him that my feelings for him have changed, and I am willing to marry him. So we are now engaged; I am so happy! Truly, I am in love!

Surprise Visitor

Wow! Am I surprised to see Lady Catherine at our house! Earlier today as we were all sitting around with Wickham, we heard a noise, so we went by the window to check it out. It was a carriage, but it was unfamiliar, so we all went to sit back down. Until the door open, and there la Lady Catherine. She did not acknowledge anyone but me which was rude, but I was perplexed. Wat could she be doing here? She insisted on going outside and chatting with me. She was told that I was engaged to Mr.Darcy, so she came to find out the truth. She would not allow this marriage to happen, for she said Darcy was meant to marry her daughter. Of course, I stayed very calm until the end, she was being very rude, so I did the same to her. Even though I was not married to Mr. Darcy, I had not promised that I would not marry him or anything of the sort. So she left the house displeased. Like I care!

Jane and Bingley Together at Last

Finally, Jane and Bingley are to be married. This is very long over due. I am so happy for them. Jane is happy as well, but she wishes others could be as happy and content as she is. Hopefully, they will have an extremely happy, long lasting marriage. Truly, they deserve each other. I congratulate them immensely!

Mother's Attitude

Oh gosh! Mother is very opinionated in her own way. Just because Bingley came, she acted like he was the only one in the house. Darcy was also there, but she only purposefully ignored him. What, is he invisible or something? It really irritates me. Mother truly hurts me when she speaks so ill of Darcy, but I would not dream of ever telling her so.

Darcy Kind... Again

Today, Lydia let it slip that Mr.Darcy was at her "wedding", so I asked my dear aunt Mrs.Gardiner if she new about such things. I did not want to ask Lydia any questions then, for she asked us not to in an odd tone, and I just did not feel like it. Also, Jane gave me a look that I took as "Do not ask any questions." Therefore, I did not ask any questions, and I wrote the letter to Mrs.Gardiner without anyone's knowledge of it. When I received a reply to the letter, I was ecstatic, and I  went outside where nobody would be able to bother me. Boy was I shocked! Darcy was truly there, and he was involved. He was involved in a good way, though. I assume he is the one that helped pay off Wickham's debt along with my uncle. I cannot help but think that he did so for me. Could it be possible? Surely, if I had not told him anything, he would not be involved in any way.

The Foolish Child Comes Home

They have found her, Mr.Gardiner, my dear, kind uncle has found them both, and he is now taking care of them both. A few days later, she came home with Wickham. Everyone was quite angry and emotionless when they arrived, except Mama. Lydia was acting very foolish and seal-centered. Her behavior irked me. I disliked her at that moment, she has been acting like nothing happened, and she is expecting everyone to be happy that she is back and that we should throw her a party or something. Umm, no! How could she? It angers me beyond words.

Lydia's Letter

As soon as Jane sent the letters, I read them. By the time I had finished reading them, I became pale, sick, and I rushed for my aunt and uncle to come back. Then, we quickly hurried back to Longbourn. When we arrived, I went to speak to Jane, and she gave me more specific detail and information, she also showed me Lydia's foolish letter. That child is something else! She was so snotty and self-centered in her letter. She did not think of our feelings at all, but then again, that is expected of Lydia. Thoughtless child!